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she makes me so happy.
i feel like im walking on clouds or something.
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things have been going really well lately, got all A's on my report card, which i was very very happy about. did the best ive ever done on fcat, and am hanging out with a really really awesome person, and i think things are going to be very good with this person. it is a little weird for me right now but i think things will work out.
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this week has been pretty good so far...
-went to hammock beach with the family
-went and saw the longest yard
-played some golf and played well, hopefully i can play well tomorrow in my tournament
-had a good piano lesson
-finally got some new golf shoes...finally
-watched star wars for the millionth t
...wish the timing was better, but really happy how things are right now!
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almost done, the last push, i am so ready for this year to be over. golf has been awsome the past few days, getting a little better each time i play.
everyone keeps asking me if i am goign to miss my sister when she is at college, and to tell you the truth as right now i dont feel anything. i dont imagine my life being without her, i cant picture waking up every morning and not have her come into my room and tell me to get my butt out of bed or else she is leaving me and making me take the bus, or the phone calls at 12 at night telling me to come sleep over her room, so we can talk. but as soon as she is gone it will hit me, and i imagine it will hit hard. she is my role model the person i look up to for help and guidence but its jsut another stage in her life...
on a lighter note baseball is goign to start up soon, i am pretty excited about that, it should be a lot fun. it is goign to be weird without the seniors there anymore, i am goign to miss them. but they will go far and spath is being checked out by a bunch of major league teams. i think he goign to go all the way. and if he does that will be some honor to say that i played with him.
...i thought i would feel different
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the past couple of days have sucked a lot. me and jen broke things off, so that kind of sucked, but we both have a lot to do this summer. election was a dissapointment, i have so much to do anyway it was probaly better, with baseball and such. all three banquets werent that great baseball, golf, and sga. really looking forward to summer basbeall, A LOT! i am goign to get a lot of pitching time, which i cant wait to do and i want to get a lot better at hitting. played like crap at natinal guild-piano thing where we memorize 8 pieces and graded. i am really happy that i have been able to go play golf and such now that i have more time, def. keeping me ocupied. it really helps me relax. today i was the only one on the range, and it was awsome. mucho tiempo pensar.
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so the past week has been pretty good. we lost in the second round in districts, in the last inning on the last pitch, that sucked because we were so close to going to regionals. but i am kind of relieved also that the season is over because it started to become a lot. so now i have to get ready for the golf season. i set myslef up on a workout plan, now i just need to keep to it and not slack off and get lazy. i went to the driving range today and i hit th ball decently, i am excited because when i actually hit my driver i was crushing it 280 or maybe more. all that time in the wieght room is actually paying off! just need to keep it going.
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i am happy with the way a lot of things are going...making progress in more than aspect. def. a muy bien thing. who knows what will happen?!?!? baseball has been going well i have still hit the ball well excpet it is coming late in the season, but just in time for districts. which start next monday. we are playing mainland, should beat them, but you never know with baseball. anyone can win on any given day, we just need to play our hearts out and hit the ball, which we have been doing really well lately. just need to keep it going. crystal was tonight cat got it and a bunch of other people and arfa made the most amazing speech ever there. congrats to everyone who got the award!
-thursday last home game, senior night. 7 pm! playing palatka
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i am finally hitting the ball i have a two game hitting streak going. we beat new symrna 11-0 in 5 innings! we lost to them the last time we played them. i went 2-3 with a double single and 3 rbi's. i just need to keep my head in it and keep hitting the ball well. i have a tendency to get ahead of myself and stop hitting. but i am going to MTA or make the adjustment and get it done. we are 11-10 right now. barely staying above .500. but we secured 3rd place in our district with this win.
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game tonight we won 4-2 against Lake Howell! Second time we beat them. We went into extra innings...again but we scored some runs so we only had to play one extra inning instead of a 13 inning game like we played against Pin Ridge. but if we win the rest of our district games we can still win the district as long as someon eelse beats Pine Ridge. only seven more games to win. we can get it done.
-practice tomorrow morning
-golf...hopefully
-battle of the bands
-hanging out with jen
-sunday minor league game in jax...meating my causins friend who plays!
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[01 Apr 2005|02:51pm] |
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CAT GOT INTO NYU SO SHE IS GOING TO MANHATTEN FOR COLLEGE!!!!!!!
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sometimes my mind still wanders and i ask myself...."why do i stay around?" it is so difficuly sometimes, it hurts. sometimes things are great and they turn to bad all because of one person. and then i start thinking some more and i wonder if the things that were said had meaning to them. why do you hang around if all he does is hurt you time and time again. too many emotions and thoughts are succumbed in my mind.
then we are together and everything is awsome and all of those thouhgts dissapear. i guess well see what happens....
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this spring break has been fun, parentals have been out of town so my aunt has stayed with us which was awsome because she is really cool. the only bad thing is is that i was looking forward to catching up on sleep this break but i have gotten a total of 8 hours of sleep the past two nights. i have spent a lot of time with jen which has been fun..."i have tried it". haha. i havent been able to get to the beach yet, hopefully this weekend i will be able to. i am really happy i went 2-3 with 2 doubles, 2 rbi's, and 2 runs in our last game against mainland which we won 13-1! we won again tonight 8-3 but we ended in the 5th becasue of lightning. but i am really happy because my batting average is .353 and hopefully next week i will be on the statistics board in the newspaper. overall this spring break has been pretty good.
record: 7-4
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this weekend has been really good started off with a win against spruce creek. saturday was fun i had baseball prcatice in the morning and then i had my paino recital. i didnt think i played as well as i could have but no one seemed to have noticed which was good. i was content with the way i played though. my sister nailed the moonlight sonata! she did awsome! then i took her place and volunteered at the middle school dance. that was a lot of fun! all the lax girls were dancing more than the middle schoolers, it was funny. the best part was jen relized she could almost dance! haha. i also found out that i may get my parents bed. i hope i do because i have a really small, squeaky, hard, and uncomfortable bed. they have a queen sized air matress that you can adjust how hard and soft it is. i really hope i get it. me and my sis may have to fight it out but she is leaving soon so it would make more sense for it to go to me. i talked to my causin for the first time since christmas. that was nice. i cant wait for spring break because my parentals are goign to jamaica for five days! my aunt is stayign with us, but she is awsome and doesnt mind what we do as long as we tell her! i cant wait!
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today was a pretty good day. went to daytona got a shirt for my piano recital tomorrow and got some spanish stuff and the AP world history study guifde from barnes and noble. then i had a rehearsal for the recital tomorrow and i played my pieces almost perfect which was nice. then i had a baseball game and we won against spruce creek 4-3! i dont think we have beeten them in the past ten years. i was happy with the way i played because i have a lot more confidence in myself now. i was kind of losing it there for a little bit but its back. i didnt get to hit but it didnt bother me because i am getting better and when i earn it ill be back on there. thanks to everyone who came (sammy and heather) and anyone else who i didnt see. this week is goign to be a big week because we can get a bunch of wins and it would be awsome to go on a winning streak.
- 5W-3L
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not sure what i want to do. weather i want to move on or not.
midterms were pretty good i think i am goign to get all A's. which i am very proud of because i didnt think i could do it with 4 academics and having 2-3 games a week and having piano. so that was exciting. tomorrow is our next game at home at 7pm against spruce creek. hopefully it wont get rained out like our game yesterday did. i was ready to play too. but whatever stupid tornadoes. everything has been going good and i am talkign to some awsome people again who i havent talked to in a while. but overall things have been awsome!
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hey everyone who left a comment or talked to me thanks so much everything you guys say means a lot to me. and i have decided to do everything in my power to get better and work even harder for it.
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i am sick of putting so much pressure on myslef to do well and succeed. i phsiche myslef out beofore i do anything. i am sick of putting so much effort into something and working my butt off everyday and not have any results to show for it. i go harder than anyone but of course it doesnt show. i am tired of no one having any confidence in me and not have any in myslef because of that. unfortunaelty i need to be told wheather i am doing a good or bad job and when they dont say anythign it goes to my head. do think i can do it? am i in becuase they are waiting to replace me? or maybe they dont think i can get any better. it hurts to know that they dont have confidence in you and look at you like your a shad. in my head i know where i should be and how i should be but i cant live up to my own expectations. and now it is filtering into every aspect of my life. all the work doesnt mean shit because i cant get it done. all i ask for is a little help from them and i will be back on track but it seems like wheneverr i ask that i am an annoyance. like they dotn want to help me and if they do it seems like they feel bad for me. at least no one who i asked to come saw me. when is it going to end? its always another thing with him. he cant make my game on time. i know what i have to do and it is up to me to do it. nothing anyone else says is goign to change anythign this is something i need to find a way by myself. i am going to prove it to myslef and them that i can get it done.
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today was a bad day, nothing bad in particular but just in general the day scuked. the highlight of my day was deriving a point slope formula or something like that. baseball was ok but it was rainy and cold so that wasnt too much fun but we got to get out a little earlier than normal. i hate thinking about things in the past and what is or may happen in the future sometimes i wonder why i hang around if it may not go anywhere. but then i remember i am happy so it makes it better, but sometimes it gets to me. then i start thinking what if somethign happened with someone where would i be now? such little things like goign out could have changed so much. it makes you really appreciate the way things are and how they turn out.
GAME TOMORROW AT HOME 7PM VS. LAKE HOWELL- WHO WERE DISTRICT CHAMPS LAST YEAR
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ok i am copying jen's way of doign lj entry's because it is a very good way
-we lost our last baseball game because a pitcher cant throw the ball over the plate and walked in 4 runs, i got dhed again which pissed me off sooo much because whenever i have hit i have gotten the job done, last game i went 2-4 with 2 rbi's. i think it is bs that i keep doing well and get dhed for it. maybe if i start strking out i will get put in
-i made a diving play and threw the kid out but the ump said he was safe and even the kid said he was out
-jen came to the game and that made me happy because whenever i am with her i am a very happy camper!
-larissa, arfa, liz, and bernice came over because it was there spring break, it was really awsome seeign them again, they are amazing people
-found out that our scheadule got changed so now we have more home games!
-NEXT HOME GAME FRIDAY AT 7, BETTER BE THERE!
-got in a weird cleaning mood and decided to clean my room for 4 hours, always a lot of fun
FCAT tomorrow not looking forward to it
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this weekend has been fun today wasnt that great at all i have been sooo tired lately. the four academic classes aday are catching up with me. Also having two baseball games in a row havent helped either. But they have been fun except we lost both. i think we will be alright this season. we have our first game regular season game tomorrow against one of the teams that beat us. I think we will beat them this time.
sometimes i wish i knew what was going on in people's minds because it gets frustrating after a while of guessing or not knowing how someone feels. indecision sucks sooo much.
i was looking forward to enjoying my day off but i will occupy it with studying and homework and a baseball game. but it could be worse, i could be studying 10 hours a day for 2 months everyday for the bar exam like my dad is. he left today for tampa, where he is goign to take the test. he has to take two 3 hour sessions one day and another 3 hour session the next day. now that sucks...
hopefully tomorrow will be a better day and hopefully we will win!
"i want to give you whatever you need
what is it you need?"
-dashboard
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